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A Time for Myself

April 6th, 2005 · 3 Comments

Minsan when you get tired of the noise around you, ang walang katapusang pag-iisip, ang nakakapagod na trabaho, ang nakakabagot na pang-araw-araw na gawain, ang nakaka-inis na balitang naririnig, ang nakaka-iritang tunog ng telepono, minsan naiisip mong kailangan mong magpahinga.

A time of serentiy & peace. A time you spend na ikaw lang at walang ibang gumugulo sa isip, no phone, no nothing. I used to do this once in a while, I would spend the whole day na ako lang, walang kasama sa isang lugar na pwede kong maramdaman na nag-iisa ako, sa lugar na walang nakakakilala sa akin, walang manggugulo. These are quality times, time when you look back and see the good & bad decisions that I made and probably find ways to make you a better person.

Di naman ito ka-sentihan, it’s just a simple way of knowing youself personally, narinig kong minsan na may nagsabing, “we even lie to ourselves.” Yes it’s true, nagiging sinungaling tayo maging sa ating sarali. Only when we feel free to say to ourselves the truth, doon lang tayo pwedeng maging malaya.

This time, I want this freedom, marami na akong lies na nararamdaman. I need to be true to myself first & foremost and I think doon lang pwedeng gumanda ang relasyon ko sa ibang tao. I need a time of self-seeking, a time where I will tell to myself the things that I’m afraid of, a time of truth.

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3 responses so far ↓

  • 1 the kid // Apr 6, 2005 at 8:27 pm

    pre, parang natatakot ako sa kung ano man yang gusto mong ilaladlad na.

    Pero it’s about time na rin, medyo nahahalata na eh.

  • 2 zork // Apr 7, 2005 at 3:01 am

    puwde ko bang punuin ang inbox (fon) mo habang nde mo dala yun fon mo? mwehehehe

  • 3 burn // Apr 7, 2005 at 8:26 am

    kala ko ba wala ka lang load, tamad kaw magtxt, tsk stk tsk iba na nga yan. san kan ba pumunta? sama kami hehehehe

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